haiiii people (:
im erin! hehe
i love alot of things but i also hate alot of things. i can be a real bitch but i will always be there for someone. even if they are my mortal enemy i will help them out. im not sure why. but im always here for advice if you guys need anything <3
ps. i always follow back (:
guess whos single..
thanks for telling me…oh wait lol jk. you didnt.
UPDATE ON MY LIFE:
i had my first kiss. nbd. :)
GUYS. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. HE ASKED ME OUT. OMGOMGOMGOMG. NEVER BEEN HAPPIER IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
do the world a favor, stop cutting your arms and slit your throat.
that awkward moment when even tumblr cant make you feel better.
UPDATE ON MY LIFE:
(if you guys care)
1. i stilllll like that boy, and he does like me. so :)
2. ive been talking to this other guy whos realllly cute, like cuter then guy number 1, but hes clingy and seems like he just wants a hookup. idk.
3. my bestfriend of 8 years and i are drifting. and i dont really consider her my top bestfriend anymore because i think my other friend and i are getting alot closer and my bestfriend is getting closer with another girl.
4. i do love my mom and dad and sister sometimes, but i rather get a whole new family because my parents dont let me do anything anymore. they wont let me go out and they dont want me to spend all my time on the computer but like what else is there?
5. ive been weearing less makeup and i still feel okay.
6. i stopped eating for a while and i lost 10 pounds and then my mom found out and started watching me eat so ive like gained it all back. and now she doesnt watch me eat anymore so im going to stop eating again because i cant handle my weight.
7. im currently at 110 and i was at 105 about 3 weeks ago
8. my social life is like gone now cause my parents dont let me do anything, my love life is never gonna actually happen cause we never hang out, and my school life is horrible because i never do my homework and i dont give a fuck but i secretly do.
9. lately alot of guys have been talking to me an dcalling me pretty and it make sme feel allllllllllot better about myself. like you guys have no idea.
so thats an update for my follllowers!
UGH, FML. :(
everytime i start talking to a new guy, even as friends, they ask me how many boyfriends have i had. and each time i get madder and madder and sadder and sadder. cause i have to say “none.” and then they always ask how far ive gone with a guy, and i say “i havent even had my first kiss yet.” and then they always tell me how im pretty and that its weird that i havent kissed anyone yet. and its like thanks for the compliment and all. but. it just makes me really sad. cause obviously if i was pretty then like a guy would have asked me out by now, ya know?
i dont know. it makes me really depressed and then i start not eating and then kfjadiawfjsd. its just a mess.